I can't help but feel Midna actually helped me through some of the darker spots, as odd as that sounds. Meeting her in the game, then realizing what I felt towards her put me into a kind of withdrawn state.

I no longer thought about all the mistakes I had made in my life, all the anger towards myself was gone. I was upset at what ninty did to her character, sure, but the one thing that had been a burden on my life was now gone, midna gave me something to cling on to, some hope. I'm now actually making progress at uni, I have the will to get up in the morning and do something meaningful with my life.

This condition will never leave me, i'll always be the same person. But my love for Midna will always be there, joining this community has been one of the best decisions i've ever made, you could almost describe it as personal therapy.