mmyes
after much procrastination and delay i shall finally write a journal

[two hours later]
oh god i totally forgot about this page among my tabs :I
hmm
right then, writan writan journaaaals
looots of stuff has happeneddd
mmm.
well, first of all, about that 'generic artistic emo bullshit' drawing I made~
i've read every single comment there, several times, and i appreciate them quite muchly. had the comments in my message inbox for like weeks, wanting to reply to them all, but i just didn't know what to say, yeh..
but again, they were appreciated, and the comments, among with some talking to some close friends on messhunger helped me sorta get out of that really emo mood.
although my mood for the last week or so have been really rollercoaster-y( 。∀゚ )
not sure what mood i am in atm, although i still feel very demotivated :I
haven't done the dishes for weeks, huge pile now, only doing them on-demand when i need a clean plate or whatever :V
ah dear
i actually feel sorta.. less stressed or more relaxed now that my mindset has gone into "can't be arsed to do anything"-modo, haven't been to school for two weeks now (☞゚∀゚
)☞
of course, i only have like two classes a week and half of 'em were cancelled due to ill teachers, but still..
maaaan
i dont think i am mentally prepared for living on my own in an apartment yet really V:
soo much responsibilityyyyy
soo
yeh
in other news
making sprites for old school-style 2d vidya is sorta fuun, albeit time-consuumiiing. only been making tiles for levels, not characters or items yet, but still V:
aaand
comissiooons/wii chip-in thing
i gotta work harderrr on theeem
working on

's atm, darn anatomyyyy
makes me wonder why some people want me to draw fanservice-y or action-poses-y stuff when i suck at anatomy

still, i'd like to poke people in the direction of the BE A BRO link at the top of me journal, seeing as it's almost christmaaas and dat wii would be sexy to have, but i also got like 4/5 pics to make still, so idk if i wanna add more to the list or not
ah geez
goddamnit vicky, thinking is for SMART people, stop that щ(゚Д゚щ
)