well fuck dat shit, too lazy/distracted/unmotivated/other stuff to write a proper wall of text, so have sum COPY-PASTAN of a rant i went into in a chat yesterdaay

<@Dahamugo> would you stop acting depressed, please?
<@VickyBit> ._.
<@VickyBit> it's the GOVERNMENT i tells ya
<@VickyBit> THEIR fault
<@VickyBit> all a CONSPIRACY
<@Dahamugo> what exactly is their fault?
<@VickyBit> ok well maybe not a conspiracy, and less like my government, and more like my municipality
<@Dahamugo> I still don't get what happened
<@VickyBit> well
<@VickyBit> spending money on helping people costs money
<@VickyBit> so they're just picking the easy and cheap ways out, ways that won't actually help people
<@Dahamugo> but why would they help people in the first place?
<@VickyBit> it's like their job apparently
<@Dahamugo> I STILL don't get exactly what you are complaining about
<@VickyBit> that i'm getting screwed over by my munnicipality because they don't care about people's lives as long as they save money
<@Dahamugo> so, you're complaining that they won't give you free money?
<@VickyBit> no, i'm complaining that they are, and for most of my life have been, fucking me over just to save money.
<@Dahamugo> but how exactly do they fuck you over?
<@VickyBit> well
<@VickyBit> first, lemme add that i got asperger's/autism/assburgers or whatever you wanna call it o.o was officialy diagnosed with that before it was INTERNET COOL to diagnose yourself with it
<@VickyBit> so, because of that, i didn't fit in/wasn't able to learn much at my school. so i had to change schools, but i ended up going through like four different schools before ending up in one that i could use, because my municipality had to take me through the cheaper alternatives first. because of that, i never had any friends for very long :I
<@VickyBit> but the thing that's going on at the moment, is that i got into this new project, where people like me could get some help they need to be able to handle themselves when they move out, away from their hoomee
<@VickyBit> we move into a house with 4-5 people, and some teachers will be there sometimes to see how things are going and helping us learn how to live on our own
<@VickyBit> and to those of us who are able to do so, they'll support us with going through sum HF ([link])
<@VickyBit> but apparently my municipality has been using all sorts of excuses and lies to be able to avoid paying for me being in that project
<@VickyBit> saying that 'oh vicky's taking the HF exam, that means she'll be able to take care of herself alright'
<@VickyBit> and never actually paying for me being there
<@Dahamugo> it now makes much more sense for you to be pissed off
<@VickyBit> so the people who were running the project was paying for me, until my municipality would pay up, but they never did, and they were forced to kick me out :I
<@VickyBit> so for the last 12 months, ever since i started this, i've been under heavy stress from not knowing if i could stay there or not, because i didn't know if my municipality would pay or not or when they would
<@VickyBit> almost considered dropping out of HF because of the stress ._.
<@VickyBit> and the situation at the moment sucks too
<@VickyBit> because they, the municipality, have known for a long time that i'd be kicked out since it was THEIR decision not to pay any money, so they said, in a letter, that they'd find me some place for other people my age to live
<@VickyBit> but of course they HAVEN'T found anywhere, despite having SIX MONTHS to do so
<@VickyBit> their excuse is that 'oh but we never said we would find anything, just that the OPTION is there, so we will do it now that you ask'
<@VickyBit> despite a letter from them stating otherwise, that they WOULD find me a place :I
<@VickyBit> so now i've been forced to go back to my mum's place until they find me a place to live
<@VickyBit> my mum's place.. which is a place i really.. really.. don't like being at
<@VickyBit> my brother is a horrible person and i'm almost getting panic attacks from being near him
<@Dahamugo> that's quite a tragic story you got there
<@VickyBit> but i have to wait until this monday, where there'll be a meeting with some people from the municipality, where we gotta figure out where i should live and all that
<@VickyBit> of course, last time i had a meeting with them, they lied straight to me and my mum's face, so i'm not expecting much :I
<+nom_nom_nom> well i can't send you money
<+nom_nom_nom> but i can mail you bodily fluids to sell
<@VickyBit> soo.. yeah
<@VickyBit> so.. if i've been sorta.. in a not good mood lately, now you know why 8D
<@Dahamugo> one day I have to make a rant about how my life sucks
<@VickyBit> awesome
<+nom_nom_nom> one day
<+nom_nom_nom> i have to make up a character with a sucky life
<+nom_nom_nom> then make a rant about how their life sucks
* +nom_nom_nom dances in happyness of life
<@VickyBit> damnit nom_nom_nom
<+nom_nom_nom> :3
* nom_nom_nom was kicked by VickyBit (YOU'RE TOO HAPPY, GET OUT)


oh yeah and even if they do find me a place to live, i have very little experience in living on my own, something i should have been learning if i had CONTINUED being in that aforementioned project, but my municipality thinks that skipping that part and going straight to living on my own is the best (and cheapest) way to do things. so even when/if i move out of my mum's place, then the battle isn't over. my mum has/is contacting the MEDIA and telling everybody about this, to make more people realise what a crap job my municipality is doing. i'm not the only one living there that's been screwed over by them, i know of other families in the same-ish situation too :I

so yeah, the countdown was for the date i'd be kicked out and not knowing where i'd end up, which turns out would be (hopefully temporarily) my mum's place

fuck yeah

life is great